DaYDreAMEr's PrECiouS LiFe

                                                  *sigh* I really shouldn't say this but it keeps playing in my head and this is one way to (maybe) get rid of it.

                                                  Well, I had a boyfriend and we broke up.Until now, Im single but ofcourse my ex-boyfriend stole my first kiss and my first hug(from the opposite sex who is not related to me).It's been 1 year since we broke up and then i read a love story that consist of romance and fluffy words that can make you feel like your the one doing it or the other way around.The characters in the story is very realistic.The one(protagonist) ,who is doing the romance to the antagonist, we share the same personalities,likes and disklikes.While the antagonist share the same personalities,likes and dislikes of my new love,who doesn't even know my feelings for him.Well,my problem is,while reading it and enjoying it..My body is reacting!It's heating up!And my cheeks are feeling numb and crashing!I feel like im the protagonist and doing romance with my new love who is the antagonist!My imagination is so wild!My imagination,my fantasies is dangerous,because i tried telling my fantasies to a friend and even her was caught up by it!!Im hungry!I want some love right now..I want someone to hug and to kiss..But i just can't pick someone because it won't feel anything if you do it to the person you really don't like or you have no feelings for.But right now,my body is really reacting!Im crying!It won't stop!Can someone out there give me an advice?


I can still imagine it..It's playing inside my head!Im hungry!